For those of you who dont know- when I was 19 I got pregnant with a little boy and made the decision after receiving confirmation from the Lord that I was supposed to place him. The best way to describe the answer i recieved is the way my friend Karyn put it. Jensen maybe mine biologially but his spirit was always intended for that family. I was just the vessel that brought him to them.
I keep in contact with them through email and through out the year I will receive updates and pictures. I have been struggling emotionally right now and these pictures could not have come at a better moment in my life. It is so great to see the face of that smiling no so little anymore boy.
I have such a testimony that the Lord is very aware of each of us at any given moment in our lifes. Even when it feels like your are utterly alone if you can pay attention to even the littlest of things in your day you will know the Lord is watching over you. I know that this email was an inspired one. As was a choice in scripture for our scripture texing-thanks Jake! It makes me ponder on the idea- how can I try a little harder to listen for the spirit so that I may be the the instrument the Lord uses in someones life whether it is just an email a phone call a text or a smile.
This little boy changed my life even though it may seem that I was the one that changed his and his familys. My life will never be the same, my testimony will never be the same and as was proved today just through seeing pictures of him I will be continously changed by him. Thank you Jensen for what you have brought to my life.
2 comments:
That is SO awesome. You're right, it seriously could not have come at a more perfet time for you. I'm so happy that you were able to get that confirmation from the lord that he is aware of you and what you are going through. Love you.
He is THE cutest boy ever! I cant belive he has grown up that much its crazy!
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